The trouble with grief is that it hits for awhile you don’t feel anything but at the same time you feel everything and you can’t stop crying. Teddy got hit by a car a few weeks ago and I saw the whole thing happen, I took him to the vets but he didn’t survive his injuries, he was only five months old, a puppy with a long life ahead of him. I keep thinking about what I should have done and going over and over the morning in my head but the truth is it was an accident a horrible horrible accident that could have been prevented if it wasn’t for my own carelessness. Everything changed in that moment and to my Mum and sisters I am so terribly sorry for all the hurt and pain caused. I can’t change what happened but if I could I would.
Shaziya Niamh xo